The decision is......

So many of you know that I posted about a change, I was debating or not to do. This was something I had been praying about to make sure that this was the right decision that I needed to make. Thanks for all the comments about this, I really appreciate it. I had still been torn about this decision till Friday night. Friday night I went to the races first time in a couple of weeks. Partly because I really wanted to go and also because I got to pray before the start of the race. While I was sitting there watching the races, something inside of was saying this is not where you need to be. You need to move so you can heal. It has been a hard process trying to heal after this divorce. I really loved this man and it is hard going to places or seeing him after all of this. There are times when I think my heart is fully healed and then something happens my heart starts hurting again!!

I am really excited to move down there. I was born in Texas and have always wanted to move back down there later one in life. Luckily, I have a couple friends down there already and then some family members down in that area as well. So I won't be completely alone besides my brother. At the same time I am really nervous about this. I am going down there without a job, find new doctors, a new church, etc. I am really excited for this fresh start!! To all my friends, I really want to see you before I go!! I think the plan is that we leave the middle of that first week of August. I can't believe this is happening!