I'm Sorry

So first off I just want to apologize to everybody. I have been really really lagging in the friend department. I have been meaning to call people, email people back, or just comment on peoples lives. But I had to take a break. In the past couple of weeks, I have hit my breaking point, so much that I had to take a little break for myself. One day at work I hit my breaking point I just had so much going on that I just burst. So I think I am finally sane again. So tomorrow I plan on getting back calling people, emailing, etc.

***NOTE*** Some of next blogs I am publishing may be a little depressed, sarcastic, etc. Please not that I am not looking for sympathy. I found while I have been stressed out that writing and getting all of my feelings out really helps me feel like I have lifted a weight off of me. I have been debating if I am going to start a personal blog that I can put all my feelings into or not. I have also been debating if I want to go see a counselor or not. When I had one of my breakdowns at work, it felt so good to talk to someone. I am just not sure if I want to talk to a professional or not. I have talked to a professional before when I got "sick" my first time but I really didn't like the person I went to. I am not sure so if anyone has any suggestions, that would be great. Or I wouldn't mind just having a girlfriend that I could vent to about anything and let them just spill everything and give me advice. At this point I am up for anything!!

Happy Mother's Day

So today is one of the greatest days, I think, in the world, Mother's Day! I love that it is a day where we celebrate our mothers for what they have done for us and always being there no matter what. So this blog is for my mother. I want to say that my mom is one of the most incredible woman I have ever met. Throughout my life she has always been so giving and loving to everyone. I don't think over the past year I would have made through everything that happened without her. She has been my rock when things weren't going right. She has given me the wedding that I could ever want but still making sure we didn't go crazy on things. She has been the one where if I just need to vent I could come to her. With growing up over the years my mom has became one of my best friends. I love now talking to her about how things were when she was my age, freshly married, trying to survive. She has been a great help for me and she sometimes helps me to see things in a new light that I don't think about. I know I am rambling here but I truly love my mother and she is the greatest. So here's to you mom for everything you have done and just being there for me this past year!!