A Poem

So I have had all these emotions bottled up in me about how things how I have been feeling. So I thought I would share, so here it goes.....


I heard one of our songs driving home today,
The tears started to come out with so many emotions attached,
I was sad, hurting, angry, reminded of our wedding day when we danced to that song
so in love and thinking about the future we were going to have.
But that future has been cut short since you walked and left.
I come to an empty house, I am still not used to you not being there.
At night it weirds waking up not having you in the bed with me.
Noises bother me at night because I dont feel safe anymore.
There are days when I all I want to do is just come home
lay on the couch and cuddle like we just too.
Do you realize that you are my mind constantly?
I am beginning to dread those special times knowing I am alone.
I hate seeing other people who are so happy and I am miserable
I was looking forward to our future together and no that future has gone
Passed Away, time to start rebuilding myself and my future without you in it.
So goodbye hope life treats you well.