August 29, 2009

Happy Birthday






I just wanted to take this time out to wish a very special special woman a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! That woman is my mother!! My mother is someone I look up to and been a great role model for me growing up. She is such a strong, loving, caring, giving woman who has been there for me no matter what. Especially this past year she has been such a great rock and support for me. She has been with through all of my doctor appointments, helping me through my divorce, just being a shoulder to cry on when I couldn't take it anymore. Sometimes I don't know what I would do if I didn't have her not only in my life but also if she wasn't my mom. I am a little disappointed I could not be there to help her celebrate. I know there will be other times. I love you MOM!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

August 16, 2009

Week Review

So a review on how my first week went in Waco. The first thing I did was got to know there area and how everything is connected. It is very confusing and drives me nuts. Luckily I have quickly caught on how to get to most places and have only gotten lost a few times. I still need to go downtown and find the library. I also need to get a Texas id. I am waiting to get my Texas drivers license till I know I am going to be down here awhile. I have been looking for a job and applying to places like crazy. So hopefully something comes soon, I hate not working. I have been trying to help out around the house by cooking dinner, doing dishes, and doing laundry/ironing. Then this past Saturday I got to meet up with my second cousins and my third cousin who are living down here. Jonathan had called them to ask them about church Sunday since my 2nd cousin is a pastor of one of the local Methodist churches in the area. It turns out they were going to dinner at Chipotle, which I like the Chipotles up norht better, and I met up with that night. Later went over to their house and hung out and caught up. I haven't seen them in forever and it was so nice to see them. Then Sunday we went to the church and enjoyed listening to him preach. He reminds me of how my dad preaches. They originally were not going to be able to lunch with us but were able to pull some things since they also had old friends in town so we went to a place called Rosie's, where it was cheap but decent Mexican food. Later went back to their house and hung out some more. It has been good week and hoping this week goes even better. I am hoping I get a job here soon! Night all

Divorce Cakes

Divorce cakes are now becoming a popular thing to have when women get divorced. More and more are having divorce parties celebrating their divorce and having funny cakes. I got an email with some pictures of divorce cakes and thought I would share with you.










Some of these are really cute and I could think of some other cute ones!

August 13, 2009

Looking for Love

So another post for today and it is all about love!! No I am not in love, I wish I was in love again. It is something I keep dealing with daily. I lost love earlier this with the divore. I will always love my ex, he was my husband nothing can ever change that. Now I am starting to heal and at a point that I am ready to at least start going out with new people, start to get them, and just really start to become friends with them. I think for right now I need to take it slow. I don't want to date someone and realize I wasn't ready to date and hurt them in the process. But if something down the road were to happen I wouldn't object to it. I hate seeing all this people with someone and I long for that day when I have someone again! After being married, I miss coming home to someone, cuddling in the couch just watching tv, cuddling in bed, talking about our day, someone holding my hand, the simple kiss, romantic moments. Now it is just me, no one else. I miss that and fine it really hard when I see my brother or friends with their signficant others. I know when I do start dating someone I am going to start looking at them as can I get serious with them. I know I will want to get remarried again and I am 26 I am not at a point that I want to date a ton of different people and just happy dating. I want to get married and start a family. Ready for my parents to become grandparents and my brother to be an uncle. It's just hard and I know I will find that man who make me happy, ready to start a family and love me for me. It is just been a hard road right now and I am ready to get off. Maybe one day it will come but I guess for now I will just stay on it.

On another note, I will posting blogs, PROMISE, on the personal blog, and sending out some more invites for that one. Also will try this weekend to finish getting the layout right on this blog. So hopefully I will get this all accomplished!

Song of the day

So driving home from turning in applications, I heard a song I probably have heard since 8th grade. It is by a group Freak Nasty and the song is the Da Dip. This immediately reminded me of all the 7th & 8th grade dances we had. I remember all of us girls making sure we had a date for the dance but then when it came time a few of us had our dates there and the rest of us would just be by ourselves for some reason. I think out of the dances I had a date there twice. Anyways most of the time, we would all just group dance and when the slow songs would come on we would get goofy and dance with each other too. I wish I had pictures from these days. I had great group of friends and loved those dances. So hopefully this video will bring up some memories for you!!

Another Dislike

So another dislike I have about Waco. Back on home and if you are on a side street, cars can go both ways. In Waco, nope the two lanes are for cars going one way only. It drives me nuts that I have to figure out a way to get to the side of the street I need to be one. Sometimes I have loop around a million different streets!! Why can't you make things easier!!! So there is my rant for the day!

August 12, 2009

I wish....

I wish I had more hours in the day. Right now there is so much I want to write but just don't have the time or easily get distracted. Maybe tomorrow night I can get all the blogs I want done done.