I'm Sorry

So first off I just want to apologize to everybody. I have been really really lagging in the friend department. I have been meaning to call people, email people back, or just comment on peoples lives. But I had to take a break. In the past couple of weeks, I have hit my breaking point, so much that I had to take a little break for myself. One day at work I hit my breaking point I just had so much going on that I just burst. So I think I am finally sane again. So tomorrow I plan on getting back calling people, emailing, etc.

***NOTE*** Some of next blogs I am publishing may be a little depressed, sarcastic, etc. Please not that I am not looking for sympathy. I found while I have been stressed out that writing and getting all of my feelings out really helps me feel like I have lifted a weight off of me. I have been debating if I am going to start a personal blog that I can put all my feelings into or not. I have also been debating if I want to go see a counselor or not. When I had one of my breakdowns at work, it felt so good to talk to someone. I am just not sure if I want to talk to a professional or not. I have talked to a professional before when I got "sick" my first time but I really didn't like the person I went to. I am not sure so if anyone has any suggestions, that would be great. Or I wouldn't mind just having a girlfriend that I could vent to about anything and let them just spill everything and give me advice. At this point I am up for anything!!